PoisonXs

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Hello Sex by PoisonXs, literature

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Hello Sex

Colors blend to design your kiss Lights streamline across the city Coffee black, cigarettes white, The smoke illustrates your every desire The street signs are lying, I'm nowhere, but here with you. The city's air tastes different today, And the shadows dance to a new song I never doubted for a second That you were the one to blame, Your intricate beauty Was painted in the blue of your eyes The subway station never stood so still And I could see the future through your glasses You could cut the lust with a knife The ride home played in slow motion Counting the seconds until our clean escape I don't think I've ever loved you

Maybe Baby by PoisonXs, literature

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Maybe Baby

A dazed look and the rolling hills of Ireland With dialated pupils Never give a direct answer Straight jacketed imagination and wonder Would soon suffocate and die To be barried under "what's best" With a headstone that read, "logic and reason" A requiem was pardoned For the sake of "being too young to understand" Apologies were written in tickle-me-pink All over his face but was quickly wiped away With a white lie and "its for your own good" Which should have about placed the answer Between the yes and no factor for now. Looking back into wide eyed impatience, He resoponded "Maybe baby.."

The Atwater Hotel by PoisonXs, literature

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The Atwater Hotel

Fingertips glimpse treasured imprisonment Parcial prints on stucco paint the way to a four star vision, Though the two stars won our hearts The corrupted innocent, known as their daughters, Were unleashed into the octagonal light. Tiny feet sashayed across the royal coffee stained ocean Calm resided in anxious hearts for the picture perfect moment, To behold the beauty of which every eye approved. Ecstacy fit in the palm of our hands, And the sweet Avalon air filled our lungs. The streets were left in the hands of the curious, Left to tye-dyed imaginations and unfocused energy. The senses discovered new traditions, While ethics t

A Prayer of Pardon by PoisonXs, literature

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A Prayer of Pardon

It was as if she was waiting for something, The way she looked at the night sky She knew a miracle would never be granted to her But she hoped with all her heart And doubted with all her mind That if he hear her at all, He hear her tonight. And though she never prayed, She was brought to her knees in fear, She would be damned to a life without love. Her cries were heard in Heaven above, And she begged "God spare him!" May fate pardon him, And death turn away, May she be loved for another day, And affection take her pain away. Let passion draw her away from reality, And she concluded, "With this I pray."

Serenade by PoisonXs, literature

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Serenade

His fingers danced upon the strings, As he confessed his love for her. She listened shyly, Slightly intimidated by his choice of words He used to described her. Though they were worlds apart, He could still serenade her. He could read her thoughts, And speak her words, Before they slipped off her lips. For they had been brought together, In a way no one could explain. He could not touch her, But she could still feel his warm touch. And he could take her in with the very thought of her. Time was but a barrier between such a love. For it was in time when they would be brought together again. He would heal her heart again, And

An Ocean Away II by PoisonXs, literature

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An Ocean Away II

I had that dream about you again But the whereabouts were different We walked along the North Shore With all the people who loved you Though you staggered behind with just a lonely few And made their hearts renewed The waves crashed along both sides of us As we reached your new house, But across the ocean was home The room in which you lived, You could call your very own Waiting in the doorway, Was the call of our departure Tears stream down my cheeks Until again you return home

An Ocean Away by PoisonXs, literature

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An Ocean Away

I had that dream about you again When you left paradise to take a short visit to the real world It was just how it used to be Except with the pain of knowing you would leave Especially when you spoke of the place I longed to be You essance filled the empty hole in my chest And despite the sadness I couldn't fight Against the contageous smile time and time again you painted on my face It hurt so bad, but felt so good You said again you would return But I awoke before I could see you turn to leave I got out of be with a pain And I sware I heard my heart break But tears will mend my broken heart Until the next night you decide to

Here's To Goodbye by PoisonXs, literature

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Here's To Goodbye

For once the music didn't help Everything reminded me of you Either that or how you made me feel And it was when he sung the words When I knew I would never be close to you again, Although everything brought you to me. I can't seem to wake up from this nightmare, In which I can't accept you're gone And I know I'm strong enough to let go So please say good-bye Because obviously I don't have the strength to And with this farewell will cease An infatuation with a dream of ever seeing you again Will finally come to an end.

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Condemned by PoisonXs, literature

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Condemned

Overcome by this unknown emotion I bare witness to this merciless action But I'd sell my soul to feel this for all of time Loss of self-control to this lustful motive So pure, so rare, corruption, a satanic crime Passed over to an unearthly kind The arts of a chosen mind Sleeping Beauty with poisoned blood Shunned from God and all that is good To be damned, no redemption Past the point of no return Though relieved of a reflection Possessed by the darkest night Defying mother nature with the gift of flight Razor sharp vengeance to puncture the innocent Too condemning them to the black of night

Indecicive by PoisonXs, literature

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Indecicive

I'd get up if I knew I fell Luckily my neck broke my fall I know where I am, In the middle of nowhere I've been here before And I know you have too Is hurting me the best you can do? Come and get me I'm waiting for you I'm choking on the words I should have said And never did Lets runaway in the twilight And chase the dreams we never caught Lets hide away, Never to be found And by mistake, Be buried six feet under the ground

Flag Day by PoisonXs, literature

Looking Back on Tomorrow by PoisonXs, literature

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Looking Back on Tomorrow

I never thought this destructive dance, Would end lying in a hospital bed. I am not yet dead, But our love is long since buried. Mourning gave me the chance to recollect, Toxins cleared my memory. Salvation, a gift of the stars, Undid the curse you blessed upon me. For solace and peace of mind, I forgive you, Though it is not the end, But a beginning of a new chapter in our lives. I place behind me the past, While calmly awaiting the future. Long is the path I walk, But I am half way there. As we make our departure, From the love we once had, I take note of the good times And sleep away the sorrow. With this I pray, To ha

Cold Shower by PoisonXs, literature

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Cold Shower

I strip myself of all my deliberation As I step into a downpour of reflection The cold thoughts of my day past Flow down the drain As new thoughts and old memories Continue to rain down on my burdened head As I sit in the frigid puddle of my mind I begin to drown in my overflowing mentality I rise from my watery grave of thought And dry myself in a new day of saturated reasoning To cover my self in a new day of sad speculation Only to strip myself of all my deliberation And to step into a cold downpour of reflection, Tomorrow

Sleeping Beauty by PoisonXs, literature

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Sleeping Beauty

She sat there in her corner Thinking of ways to make it better But only thinking of it brought her to tears The deeper she thought ressurrected old fears Bringing her to a place she hadn't been in years It was a state of perilous remorse Where depression would take its course, In her heart yet again... Abruptly it began, She started to drown in the sorrow She knew then and there, She wouldn't be out of bed tomorrow And as she stared, the nothingness consumed her, She had fallen into a death-like sleep And tey called her Sleeping Beauty

13 Minutes by PoisonXs, literature

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13 Minutes

13 minutes Oh yes its been 13 minutes 13 minutes I've wasted Just sitting here Slowly fading away If I just had 13 more minutes 13 minutes to waste I'd be dreaming But for just 13 minutes, And that will be on the way back 13 past 13 the clock says I'm late To spend my 13 minutes Wasting time with you Maybe just for 13 minutes We can dance in the rain For 13 minutes I can be free of pain We'll paint the days black and gray Maybe we can do it in 13 minutes I haven't decided But I foresee it You sitting there, Smiling with your eyes It will happen in 13 minutes Lucky 13 In 13 minutes I'll have

Captivated By You by PoisonXs, literature

Tainted Love by PoisonXs, literature

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Tainted Love

My heart is aching From you canstantly manipulating me Into thinking you love me And mindlessly I follow you Into undending despair where the air is toxic And rare compassion is the only antibiotic Lead the way to a far away place Numerous expressions have blemished my face Is there a chance for a better tomorrow? Or am I cursed with endless sorrow? How could you be so shallow This hurts so much I can barley swallow You've taken my soul Left me hollow Enslaved to emptiness, and unhappiness

Against the Tide by PoisonXs, literature

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Against the Tide

This is just one more time I've tried to swim against the tide To fall back and begin to drown But it doesn't seem to bring me down She looked uncomfortable sitting there In that reclining chair Waiting with wartery eyes and a blank stare With the window down and the wind blowing through her hair I never figured out why when it rains all my pain washes away But I've never denied, What could be on the mind of any passer by, We all bleed the same Our names have all been out to shame And we all have mixed feelings of what we became The question still lingers on my mind Maybe I'll ask you this time Hopfully I won't fo

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About PoisonXs

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: Village of Newbury Park
Favourite genre of music: Anything except Rap and Country
Favourite photographer: Travis Lindle
Favourite style of art: Vintage Photography
Operating System: eMac
MP3 player of choice: 20G iPod Photo
Favourite cartoon character: Cosmo / Catwoman ^_^
Personal Quote: I may wear a frown it doesn't have to mean I'm down I'm just too damn tired to and put a smile on

Favourite Visual Artist

Conor Oberst

Favourite Movies

Garden State.Requiem For A Dream.American Beauty.Moulin Rouge.Alice In Wonderland.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

The Beatles.Bright Eyes.A Perfect Circle.HIM.Cake.Tegan&Sara.

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe.Lewis Carroll.

Favourite Games

Frozen Bubble.Word Search.

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Poetry, Art, and Music

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PoisonXs

Aug 11, 2004

Somewhere New...

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Not that anyone reads my journal but I have a LJ now so I don't think I am really gonna post anymore journals here. If you were interested in reading my journals there my name is 13_Roses.

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PoisonXs

Aug 2, 2004

Blood Is Thicker Than Water

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I FINALLY HAVE A COOL FAMILY MEMBER WHO LIKES THE THINGS I DO WHO UNDERSTANDS WHAT I GO THROUGH AND SHIT LIKE THAT!! The only thing is her dad is my cousin and he is really mad at my mom for not doing something to help him out with his divorce and we can only see each other in secret without him knowing. Fuck. BUT TECHNOLOGY KEEPS US TOGETHER!!

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Jul 25, 2004

When I'm Lonley in a World of My Own...

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I wish it could be that way...because my world would be a Wonderland... As a kid and sometimes even now, don't you wish that you could live within your wildest dreams or fantasies? Personally I have always wanted to be Alice in Alice in Wonderland. All she did was explore and find new things and be introduced to the lives of strange creatures that only a druggy could come up with. Whenever you wanted you could runaway to the world of your own and take pleasure in that happy lonliness you find there. Just thinking about my little world makes me happy. Thats why I'm often mentally somewhere else. I really didn't have anything else to write